Join Date: Aug 2008
Now that my goal of "I allow myself to live a life of freedom in Austin, Texas" was pretty much at fruition, I just kinda enjoyed everything that I created for the time being.
Now, I was going out and meeting a whole bunch of women. I was also releasing on relationships in general, but I didn't have a specific goal.
One day, I just decided to set an outrageous goal for myself of:
"I allow myself to have multiple relationships with beautiful women that are fun, free, sexual, and adventurous".
At first, I didn't believe that this would be possible, but the more I released on it, the more I realized I had a great emotional charge around relationships. I released on this goal day and night for about 2 weeks.
During that time period, very "strange" things started happening. (They aren't so strange now and they are actually commonplace).
I just kept meeting girls who wanted to have fun with me. Something shifted inside myself where I stopped being a guy that women viewed as "boyfriend material" and well, long story short...it just led to me having some multiple relationships that were fun, free, sexual, and adventurous.
Even now, things are compounding. There was a 2 week "clearing space" period where I just continually released on the emotional charge I had around relationships and I just found myself "having" more.
The more I let go of WANTING women, the more women just magically appeared in my life.
In addition, the more I let go of WANTING sex, the more sex just magically presented itself on my doorstep (literally, on my doorstep).
I had some great adventures and realized that this whole relationships thing isn't as hard as I initially portrayed it to be. Rather, the main thing that is holding me back is me and my emotions. This ♥♥♥♥ is already easy, it's just a matter of me ALLOWING myself to have these wonderful women into my life.
It's just a matter of me ALLOWING these wonderful adventures to take place in my life.
The more I allow, the more these happen.
Past 2 weeks, I've been in a trance-like state. I would just walk around, think of something, and it would almost instantly appear. Winning lottery tickets, parking spots (big one), people, beautiful women on the street, food, etc. Just kept popping up. Even though I wasn't consciously releasing on these (or at least with such an intensity), they just kept popping up in my life.
However, to my great fortune, I had a couple of "wake-up calls" that reminded me that it's time to keep CONSCIOUSLY creating.
This past week, I looked at my bank account and realized that even though I do have a lot of money (enough that I can do whatever I choose), eventually I will run out unless I create some more.
I've been spending anywhere between 100-500 dollars a day just on stuff. Mainly food, but I do have some other minor expenses also. Sometimes, I buy some high ticket items just for fun.
Even though I have enough for now, it's time for me to actually have some fun with this part of my life.
In regards to relationships, I set a goal for myself of "I allow myself to effortlessly meet amazing women and have some amazing experiences with them both in bed and out of it".
It was an off-handed goal, I would repeat it only a couple of times during the day and release on it, but it was like, the past 4 days, I've been meeting hotter/higher quality chicks AND (probably the coolest/freakiest part) I've been running into "high quality" chicks who I met before, but for some reason lost touch with.
I can usually expect myself running into 1 or 2 of these chicks during the weekend at night, but when I run into 4 or 5 of these chicks during the DAY when I'm out running errands at places that I never visit and/or doing things that I would normally do, it reminds me that this ♥♥♥♥ is just a matter of letting go and ALLOWING these amazing women into my life.
On top of that, chicks have just been texting me out the ass and it has gotten a bit overwhelming for me.
They know who I am, they know what I'm about, and they're down for some fun. I like it.
Regardless, I created the "first level" of this. It's really only come down to a couple of things: 1) Time, 2) Friends, 3) Logistics.
Opportunities for love in the moonlight are just thrown my way now. Like, literally THROWNNNNN my way.
But also, my relationships have hit a different level. Before, I would SEARCH for high quality women that I WANTED to date/have fun with. Since I've been meeting a whole bunch of them lately, I've realized that the less I LOOK for them and the more I ALLOW them to enter my life, the more high quality/beautiful women I HAVE.
I'll meet these chicks and it'll just be like we "run into" each other. It's hard to explain other than I look back and it was "inevitable" that we would meet. Almost like we were just magically drawn to each other. I usually never know this until in retrospect, but it's just like, "Hmmm...interesting".
It's hard to explain and quite interesting to experience, but it just comes down to to a couple of things:
1) Be a man 2) Allow 3) Have fun
In regards to Health and Well being, I switched my diet to the Raw Vegan diet. That has produced the greatest amount of physical change in my body. I have zero fatigue during my waking hours (unless I don't eat). My mental clarity is greater than it has ever been...ever. I sleep well, I sleep less (no more 12 hours of sleeping, unless I choose to). I don't have to eat all the time. I just feel a lot better in my body. I have energy out the roof. I feel pretty amazing.
In regards to my health and well-being, it's just a matter of me letting go of resisting the diet. I've established the fact that I'm going to follow through with it 100%. It's just a matter of learning how to cook, letting go of resisting, and having fun learning this new skill for myself.
There's not much that I can say about that.
I'll probably release a bit of my kidneys/bladders, but other than that, my health and well-being are on point. Most of it, I attribute to the Raw Vegan diet, but it's just like...effortless.
I've come to the conscious realization that my "creation time" has maxed out to 3 weeks. By this, I mean that the amount of time that it would take for me to create any goal in my life takes 3 weeks maximum. It's really brought down to 2 weeks and it's like I 100% have what I choose in the 3rd week.
The first 2 weeks are "clearing the space".
During this period, I see gains from the second that I start releasing. It's not like I magically have everything after two weeks. Rather, I start letting go, creating more space, and opening myself up to HAVE more.
Everything is right here, right now. Depending on how much I WANT the goal, I may or may not get it instantly. The more I let go of wanting it, the quicker it gets to me. Or rather, the quicker I have it. It's already right here, right now. It's just a matter of me allowing and having it. I'm open to the possibility that I can have anything I choose at any point (instant creation), and I'm ALSO open to continuing to release no matter how long it takes for me to do so.
So, with that in mind. I've got three goals:
Money - "I effortlessly allow myself to have 75,000 dollars or more in my life" - pretty simple. This is just the first time that I've ever put a concrete dollar amount on it. This is just a test and also enough to get me through till the end of year. It's also the "prelude" to my Personal Legend.
Relationships - "I effortlessly allow myself to meet amazing women and have amazing experiences with them, both in bed and out of it" - this is just to push the envelope and see how far I can push this. I know that easy/fun relationships are possible. Right now, it's just pushing the adventure and quality, so yes.
Health/Well-Being - "I effortlessly allow myself to live a raw vegan lifestyle" - this is the first Health/Well-Being goal I've set out for myself, so yes.
Now, it's just a matter of releasing and letting go of "wanting" and just having fun in the process.