I would describe the feeling that I'm having now as:
- Being out of your head
- Not giving a sheet (of paper )
- Great order in thoughts
- Receptive and calm
I had it rough the last couple of days. It was the worst time of this year. At this moment I see no point in feeling bad because of all the problems. It seems so simple when you're not stuck in your head but impossible to realize when you're inside your head. What more can you do other than searching and applying solutions? It works, it works, it doesn't, it doesn't. Worry for what? Feel bad for what? What is the point? There is no point, just a reason: being a slave to the habit of acting and thinking that way.
My head will probably suck me back in soon enough but I will change some things in there because some things just have to go. It will fight but I will be persistent.
There are many other things that could be said but for some reason I don't think the time is right.