Ive decided to do a 30day man/romance fast.
This feel right to me.
Not even hoping, day dreaming, desiring a relationship.
Nope. Instead I'll focus on being good to myself.
Every day do something good for myself and ready myself for the relationship.
I bought some new shoes today. Yesterday I went swimming and jaccuzzing
I realized how the incident with the man I last wrote about, caught me off guard. I was totally swept away and also so disappointed.
Made me see that theres still work to do on self love....