If you find the perfect woman, you will spend too much time searching for imperfections. If you find the imperfect woman, you will wonder why she is not perfect. Part of your problem is self-acceptance. If you accept yourself the way you are, girlfriend or not, whether or not she finds you boring or if you don't feel good enough for her does not matter. You enjoy the relationship while you are in it and if it ends, it ends. If it does not end and you get married, be sure you accept her for who she is and also accept yourelf for who you are. Just do not get too attached to external circumstances because they are all temporary. Be grateful for what you have and be okay that it may or may not last forever.
I just hope you find the answers you are looking for on these forums. Best of luck to you.
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