| | Week 5 Day 1
Time was elusive this past week.
It was an odd for in terms of noted progress.
Through the first few days it seems as though little was happening but towards the end of the week things began to shift.
I hope to find time to write about it soon.
But essentially I saw how my REACTION to things that have happened to me has been at the core of the yuck that would come as a consequence. For years I have recognized that letting things go like water off a ducks back was the key to moving forward positively through life but I chocked it up to bad luck in the personality deal from the get-go. Now I see that I can make shift from within.
I am getting great help from reading PianoPerformers "Zero Limits" and using (to the best of my understanding) Ho'opononpono and The Work.
Things are opening up and the yuck and fear are decreasing clearly. Most helpful for me is that I am finding myself much more joyful and expecting good rather than waiting for the other shoe to fall. This is a major shift in my lifeexperience.
Suddenly, for the first time during this 11 week process, I am feeling the established time frame to be short. I suppose after a rest I can always repeat.
What is the difference between a GOAL and an INTENTION?
I have things which seem to be more of a goal rather than an intention and yet I am not certain what the difference is. Here is one. I arrranged to acquire internet servic at my home. The appointment made, the service man arrived, and after several hours he says I am good to go. (BTW, he tells me that he does not have a filter and has provided cabel TV for us free of charge.) That was awesome because my next step was to get Direct TV but this saved me a penny. But when he left I was unable to access the internet. So I'm wondering if it is a goal or an intention to get the internet/wifi to work so that I can log on at home.
For now I will name it an intention.
I intend to manifest functioning internet wifi in my house.
It was great to be here today.