Originally Posted by Cado
The left-hand path (darkworking) focuses on individuality, the right hand path (lightworking) focuses on unity. You can't devote equal energy to both and get somewhere. There comes a point where you've devoted enough energy to one that it pours out the other side but trying to consciously focus on the two only leads to contradiction and self-sabotage.
I can attest to this. Most people who know me consider me exceptionally powerful, especially for my age, and that's because for a while I was completely committed to my individuality. I wouldn't say I was polarized, but I was substantially closer to the LHP.
Now I've had a massive Unity experience at the Subjective Reality Workshop. It's clear that this path can lead to lots of good things, and perhaps I can achieve the same results either way-but it's also clear that I simply can't focus on both paths at once. When I'm feeling joyful unity my "self" almost melts away, when I'm feeling the rush of individual power it pulls me away from the state of oneness. I'm not sure which I want at this point in life.