Lost of my brother
I know this thread has been created long time ago, but I am hoping to find inspiration and help from people who might be able to understand what I am going through right now...
7 days ago, I lost my brother, he was shot and worst of all we don't know why and who...This is really so painful for me and our entire family...I am in a different country working and I can't even go back to my home country to say goodbye for my brother for the last time...I only here stories from my sister, my other brothers and my parents...This is so tragic, so sudden and he was violently taken away from us...My brother rarely go out of the house, he is a homebody and he is full time taking care of my mom since she had a stroke and could move her right arm...I don't even know how I could start all over again...I always go to church and pray for my family...I really don't understand why this has to happen...I am so angry...I am in so much pain...and I don't know what to do... I am trying to be strong but I just don't know how...I hope this pain will just go away...
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