| | 10.23.11
Traveled to NC today for work. Saw an attractive older Russian woman in the waiting area for the plane. Chatted her up, then shot the ♥♥♥♥ with her some more on the plane. Decided as we were getting off that I was going to get her number. At first was fairly confident about it but then started looking for excuses not to (i.e. evidence that she didn't like me). She didnt hold a door for me (women dont do that ♥♥♥♥ anyway)...wahh...she must not like me. Doesnt matter whether she likes me or not...enough people will like me that it makes sense to ask out EVERYONE that I like.
Ended up asking her to grab a drink the next night and she said she was busy. Chumped out and didn't end up getting the number. Came fairly close though...more baby step progress.
Was also feeling really pissed today because a couple girls I had texted didnt get back to me (ironically they both replied the next day). Not sure what kind of nonsense was going on in my head. Kept trying to be process oriented but was having trouble.