| | Week 4 Day 1
Not yet a third of the way into this brain work.
I awoke in a dream like space and was receiving love from a man and his wife who had been directed to me. When the man held my hand he could see some of the traumatic experiences from the past and was able to transform my physiological responses by emitting a pure light of love.
I was awake but chose not to get up, not to leave this experience. At one point he was aware that I doubted that I was worthy of receiving and he told me that it was their pleasure to give. He asked me to stand in his shoes so that I could see how giving this love was so valuable to the giver. It was such a glorious experience.
An infant looks to his or her mother and father to reflect back the infinite love. To the degree such offerings are limited that child or later adult may search or seek that reflection in people who are not capable or willing. Such experiences can always be healing with pure love.
Receiving it does not take effort. Paradoxically, shifting out of trauma may seem to be a struggle.