[Whyshydude]

Why?


Irvan April 3, 2002

I like all colors, except black color
Because this color reminds me, my thoughts on how it's way thinking
{Change into glowing white}
I am a pessimistic and full of fear
{Be god-fearing person, thankful and patient}
Everything that happened made me doubt everything
{All of which occurred supposed to make you believe in the existence and greatness of the power of Allah}


I chose all except a dead end road
Because this road is my road always traveled
Although I tried to circle wherever the same result
I always end up tired and stopped
{You should travel Allah road that once passed by the Prophet and his Companions and those who follow it well, they were the pious and those who hasten to do goodness}


I'm friendly with all the time, except at night
Because time is the meaning of all trips of my life
Is time to leave me if I'm alone again
At times when the night comes, whether it's night there?
{Your act the meaning of life, Allah always watching you, night and day exist}


I admire all of science, but an exact science
Because the exact science that made me shackled and restrained in nature
Back to my house is the house of my imagination that far
{Do not fantasize}
Where the reality of it all, are the words pseudo natural
{The fact that there are }


I miss all the memories, but memories with you
Because these memories I was very impressed and pierced my heart
So I tried to forget you, let this heart calmed down
Memories are forever with you is not for me


I wrote to the hearts of all stories, but stories of love
Because the story is very simple but very confusing
End which is always two possibilities, or even a possibility
That must have come as a painful breakup


I'm looking for any meaning except the meaning of life
Because the meaning is merely vain and full of uncertainty
{Life has a meaning that is to find out who is really devoted and no, the pious will get contentment of Allah and gain paradise, the uncertainty on the human side is the testing of humans in this world, on the side of Allah and all have certainly written in the book real, unless Allah willed the others}
Not one life but the thought of this rapidly changing
{Hint Hold on to Allah so that no change of mind}
So that every moment of life is not the same and abstruse


I tried again, I drifted off again in the sky
I never will again, I'm on the edge in understanding
{Back!}
In a controlling, in a which envelops you.
{fantasize sheer}
I was in natural fibers are invisible and hollow
{Not you're still in the natural world, then fix yourself with faith and Islam}


I wade through all regions, except the mist area
Because this area is full of mystery and made me cringe
As if the after life, including in this area?
Have you ever there, and back again, ever? {Natural area is more particularly hereafter is the grave}


I love all hearts, except my own heart
{Love the heart}
Because of this led me to the dark heart of a black
{Please bring your heart to bright light religion of Allah, Islam}
How to deafness, silence and blindness become one?
I do not know but my body cells of many who know but still
{Know with religion Allah and blessing thou shalt be saved}


I made all the same, except the same happy
Because of this similarity tends to put distance between us
{Common pleasure in the way of Allah will bring us}
Another similarity would eventually form the difference
Looks like the death of a good man if he would go to heaven?
{Grace Allah that make that person go to heaven, and the good works it is as a way to obtain the grace of Allah}
Only the light-color-is simply the soul
All there, all of which, I'm lost
{ You get lost}
Loss of color, light and other gifts
I hovered in the vacillating and hesitant
Oh I, oh I help me, I'm drowning
Oh, I do not let me suffer more
Really bend in front of it to hell
So that the person who greeted me earlier, but he laughed
Though full of water around her eyes, oh do not
He's executioners sinners
In this universe to whom I take refuge?
{Seek refuge in Allah alone}
Oh do not pull my life, me, me is eternal?
{You still will die }


I listened to all my steps, but steps to death
Because this step is so odd and did not feel
Even I do not know whether the death was necessary?
{Death was necessary, so that man stepped into the next in order to account for what he has done in the world}
For what there is death, why should you to death?
{While death and life are the will of Allah and what is done there is a silver lining Allah and Allah Most Wise}


I enjoy the solitude except eternal solitude
Because solitude is centered on the theory of natural solitude
That no one can explain it well
That really does not exist, and only with Me
{You get lost}
That is spread in this increasingly integrated
{not possible when the spread was fused}
How do I kiss god if, loneliness is everlasting
{There is no relation between the two, both sentences are bad, because people will not kiss Allah, and man is not eternal solitude}
One word, one name that want to call in this illusion
My ama , where are you my Ama, I invite your soul
{Ama better away from you until you are back down the road is right because the way your mind ugly}
My Ama, I come into your soul, now, with night
{Do not disturb her, because I'm expecting good for her, hopefully Ama get a good person she loved and loves him}
Behind the earth away from the reach of the sun
My ama, oh My ama do you sleep?
My soul wants so close to your soul, may I fused
With you for tonight?
{okay if you're married}
My Ama, I really was in your grasp
Although I soon not here anymore
{you're still here and maybe your Ama would not hold you}